To start with I have something to tell more about my life I would like to introduce myself first. I’m Anne Michelle Gonzales 17 years old. I was born in San Felipe, Zambales. My birthday was on February 17, 1990. My mother name is Lilia Gonzales and I’m only one child. I don’t have any information about my father since birth. I live in Zambales where my grandmother Maura Gonzales is the one who’s taking care of me until I grown up. I studied in province since elementary until high school but now I already live in West Crame, San Juan . My mom told me after I graduated in High School that she will support my studies here in manila to get a college degree and now I am already studying in Rizal Technological University taking up a Bachelor of Science in Office Administration major in Office Management.
Furthermore, I want to describe myself. I’m 5’2 in height and have a weight of 45 kilos. My hair is not to long and it has a blend of color blonde. I’ve got a Filipino complexion but instead of being proud sometimes I felt insecure because sometimes they insulted me of my complexion. They told me that I’m dark and I cant even seen in the dark that is why I want to have a flawless and white complexion so I ask God why he gave me this complexion. The color of my eyes is black the sane as my eyebrows that looks like snobbish to the point that my friends misunderstood me because of this. I can’t blame them because that one of my devil asset. When you looked at me in a side view I have a beautiful nose but when you face in front its look like a tomato and I have a small dimple in my right face that adds my cute face. Also I have a slim body, my vital statistics are; breast-34, waist-26, hips- 28 and butt- 34. Before someone ask me if I do household chores because of my long fingernails. Since I was a kid I love dancing and singing so at the age of 10 I’d joined dancing and singing contest every time there will be a program in our school. When I’ve been entered in a college life knowing there will be have an audition for CBET Cheering Squad without hesitation I’d tried I was shocked when I passed that audition. I’ll never expect that much but at this year my mom didn’t want me to joined again so that I felt sad because dancing is my favorite hobbies that I want to shared with.
I have a lot of relatives here in manila even in our province so although I’m separated wit my grandmother it’s not too hard for me to adopt the social life here because of the love and attention given me by my mom, friends, and relatives. In my first two weeks here I hate to go out I felt ashamed every time there was a persons looking at me so I decided to stay inside the house. At first it’s hard for me to adapt the social life here in manila, there are a lot of different people you interact with that in province but at this moment little by little I had been adapt it. Sometimes Ill become rustic with my mom especially when she preaching me for the wrong things I’ve done.
Now, I have a lot of friends but I don’t know who’s of them a true friend of mine. As my experience before I was a high school, some of there are backfighter, insecure, and the worst of all is they only know you if they need your help but Ill never angry with them I never treated them the same attitude they’ve shown me instead Ill be kind for them. I’m a type of person kind but frank, helpful, have respect, honest, and lovable but once they break my patience Ill do everything to fight for myself.
I remembered the first day I’ve seen Camille, I get angry with her, and I thought she’s mataray and maarte. I misunderstood her because of her eyebrows the same to me but when I know her well she’s kind, and we became close friend. I learned to this situation that “don’t judge a person by her physical appearance unless you don’t know what could it be her real attitude”. There’s some case even I don’t know the person I’m the one who first interact them with a respect in many ways by smiled at them saying hi and hello and I’ve talked them knowing more about there life the after that we become friends.
During my elementary life I thought I could be already in a college level so if I graduated and find a job I’m the one who help my family in theirs ups and down. I wish I could be become a professional someday so I need to strive harder to make my dreams come true. As I have said we should learn a lot of things. Elementary life is so easy, the subjects and activities therefore I’m in honorable list; grade 5- top 9 and grade 6-top 8. In elementary math it’s easy for me to come up with but when I’m entered high school and college life the subjects are hard. Ever since I hate numbers, I would even be obviously say that I hate math especially algebra. But I love Pilipino, TLE, and I love Social Studies so much, every time there will be an examination I got almost perfect score, bragging aside I’m good when it comes to social studies and in now in college level I love Steno subject. High School life is the best of all because if you entered college life its too much harder . You need to study hard; it is more on reporting, project, assignment, and exams
Many problems come in our life so we need to be strong in all things and we must pray everyday. It’s the only way on how we can show the trustiness and faithfulness to God. God is the only one who guides us in all things we’ve done especially in goodtime and bad times. Every night I pray god telling him thank you for the food and guidance he gave to my family. It’s too long, almost four months I never go to church, there’s time I’m tired because 6 days (Monday-Saturday) I spend my time in school. And Sunday is only my rest day. Even though I didn’t attend mass every Sunday I never forgot to pray. I hope god forgive all my sins sometimes I do bad things and I get naughty. I remembered the day I’d pray when I have a lot of problems and I don’t know what to do I told him give me a strength to solve all of this trials comes, maybe two days later I found a solution for this. You know what when I was a kid I thought God is only in a fairytale but when I grown up I realized that he’s real and he always there to guide us. If we have a strong faithfulness to our mighty God he is willing to help us without doubt. God knows what could be the bets for us and he’s the only one who knows our future to be. I thankful god every time I need his help he was there, he can never stop to help people especially who am in dire need of time.
Then lastly, we go to my emotional aspect. I’m happy person/ kalog even though I have a lot of problems I cant stop myself from smiling and laughing everyday. Maybe it’s because of my friends who will always there for me when I need someone to lean on. Maybe some people get curious and asking why I’m so happy every day even I’m apart of broken family. As I have said a while a go, since birth I don’t have any imformation about my family, I didn’t know his name and where he is now. Yes, I telling the truth, it’s really hurt for me that I couldn’t have any idea about him. I don’t have a father to call papa or dad sometimes I envy with other person who have complete family. Since I was born in this Christian world I never experience the love given by a father to his/her son/daughter. I remembered when I tried to ask my mom if what my father’s name, what happened with him I am curious about him but refused to answer all my questions. At that time I felt disappointed and I decided not to ask that question anymore. I felt sad every time I remembered that but that’s life it must go on maybe someday I would able to find him. That's my life but i know god is always there for me to guide me and give strength to face all the trials that comes in my life.
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
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